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Random lettery things - [Jun. 4th, 2005|09:07 am]
Random mewling letter from Yon to Vicky for yukie1013 set post trial, and another one set prior to the trial, purely for unnervingness. This is from an odd AU mixing Saiyuki characters with others.

Subject: Concerning Williams
To: "Miss Greene" [12nightjars@comity.u]
From: "Y. Iglesias" [j.iglesias@freemail]

Dear Miss Greene,

How are you and dear Trevor doing? I assume you are still 'friends', correct? It would be such a pity if cultural differences pulled you apart.

I have been trying to contact dear Williams, but I am afraid my letters aren't making it to him. You know how bad the mail from Lothmar to Dexia can be. Could you be a dear and ask him if those letters have arrived? I'm quite worried about him.

Has the white haired youkai stopped visiting Williams? Or are they still attached at the hip?

I do hope we can settle some of our - animosity and come to a more beneficial friendship.


Yonathen Iglesias


Subject: Ensui-san?
To: "Hou Ensui-san" [hou.ensui@houtou.mobile]
From: "will" [w.evanheart@dexnet]

I'm not sure if you remember me, but I was working as a secretary with the Dexian ambassader. We bumped into each other in the halls, and went back to my room for tea.

Assuming I've got the right address, and I got this e-mail terminal working, um - I was wondering how you were doing? And if you'd mind the occasional e-mail from me and . . . things like that. The Duke has me doing his e-mails for him since he's rather afraid of causing some horrible conflagration of errors. I keep apologizing to this machine when it beeps at me.

I hope you are doing well, and that things are okay back at Houtou. It's full summer here, but the storms haven't started yet to cool things down.

- Williams Evanheart

[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-04 04:49 pm (UTC)

Eee :D

Subject: Will, and etc.
To: 'Iglesias' [j.iglesias@freemail]
from 'Vicky' [12nightjars@comity.u]


We're doing exseptionally well, and it's kind of you to ask.

Will, Kage and Ensui are as happy as I've ever seen them. They're both at work right now. They've jobs at a library in the city, and since they (the library that is) just received a large donation of new material from Will, the library staff have decided to move everything to a new location. They've been waiting to do this for a long time as it turns out, and now they have the people and time to do so.

Ensui is setting up a catalogue system for them, so it'll be much easier now to find out what the library has on file, and where it is, and who is borrowing it.

Also Will and Kage are working on translating some old Midorianian folk-tales books Ensui bought at a used-book sale in Tenjiku. Dr. Nii is helping, since he learnt some of the language when he was young. He and Will think it's important to do this, because it helps fill in a sort of gap in the history of Dexia and Japan, and their history together. Also, Dr. Nii is talking with the head librarian a little about the feesibility of publishing some herbal lore texts and trading them. He and Dr. Huang have quite a big collection of that sort of thing, and so does Will's employer, but the thing is they're all incomprehensible to Dexians and Tenjikuans respectively.

Prince Kougaiji supports this wholeheartedly and he says Will's language studies are an enormous help.

Health-wise, again, Will and Kage are very well indeed. Kage's hand-tremble seems to have gone away almost completely. It still comes back when he's been lifting huge books about all day with Ensui, but Ms. Kat tyells us that's to be expected and he doesn't need to worry. He doesn't get motion-sick at all anymore either, and his left foot is completely fine! it's really wonderful.

Also, Will and Kage and Ensui aren't so skinny any more. I think it's all the crepes.

Sufice it to say...no, Ensui has not stopped 'visiting' and I don't think he is ever going to.

Back to Trevor and me, as I said, we're doing really well. Trevor's a full Peer now, and Peer Kaitlyn and Peer Thomas are doing an impeccabble job of settling things after the whole broohaha. As for me, I'm teaching a children's art class at the Church on Mondays, and the head librarian at the library where Will works asked me if I could help teach an English class on Wednesdays.

...That was a terribly long sentence and probably un-grammattical. I hope it didn't impact your comprehension of my letter.

I will ask Will and Kage about your letters, and tell them you were glad they are well.

-Vicky Greene

P.S. Trevor and I traded daggers yesterday. I thought you might be happy to hear that, too.
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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-04 05:01 pm (UTC)

Re: Eee :D

Subject: Re. Will, and etc.
To: "Miss Greene" [12nightjars@comity.u]
From: "Y. Iglesias" [j.iglesias@freemail]

I . . . it is good that Will's health has improved. Have you asked him if my letters got to him?

Which library is this? Is this the Church's library? I suppose it was a pity job from the Prince. He is an old friend of Trevor's.

Traded daggers is - hm. I do hope that doesn't mean you're married to him. Claiming him as kin, I could see, but marriage is a grave and important step. Do you need an elder to discuss this - major life choice with?


Yonathen Iglesias
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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-04 05:30 pm (UTC)

Re: Eee :D

Subject: Correspodence &etc.
To: 'Iglesias'
From: 'Vicky'

I asked Will and Kage if the letters arrived, yes. Kage replied in the positive but that's about it. Also he grinned. Maybe you wrote something funny?

The library I'm working for is in the City, and it's not owned by the xChurch. it's an independent building run by a civic organisation, and I don't believe it was a 'pity job' at all. English isn't easy to learn, and the librarian thought a native speaker could help.

...As for...marriage...that - um? I hope it will be an eventual thing. But not yet. I'm talking with the Prince about that, actually, and he's a wonderful person...

Regarding elders - my, my, was that a hint? If I didn't know better I'd think you wanted me to discuss it with you? Heeee~

Don't fret. It was just...it was a devotional sort of thing. Not...a marriage thing. Neither of us are ready for that yet but...someday maybe.

Take care, sir. It's supposed to be especially hot this coming week. Bleh. I hope the storms come soon...Ensui says they'll be lovely from the library window.

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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-04 05:48 pm (UTC)

Re: Eee :D

Subject: Re. Correspodence &etc.
To: 'Vicky'
From: 'Iglesias'

I see that he's still fantasizing about that - other self of his. Hrm. I was merely asking about his health and inviting him to visit. I'm sad that he's lost his manners to the point where he can't respond to a polite request.

Discussing things with the Prince is - is - appropiate, I suppose.

Has Ensui had any more 'accidents'? I hope he won't in the city. All those wooden buildings in the slums -

- Iglesias
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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-05 03:31 pm (UTC)

Re: Eee :D

Subject: Bleh.
To: 'Iglesias'
From: 'Vicky'

Kage and Will haven't any use for your kind of 'manners' anymore, I suppose. People do change. In their case it has been for the better.

If they're too busy to keep up a corespondance with you, one can hardly blame them. Moving and re-cataloguing and re-organising a whole library is a very labour-intensive process after all.

To asuage your worries: Williams and Kageashira are both in very good health.

Ensui is, as well.

Ensui also says to tell you that bananas are attractive to moskquitoes.

Regarding the Prince - you seem not to aprove of this. Who would you suggest? I'll take your reccommendation into account.

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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-05 03:59 pm (UTC)

Re: Eee :D

Subject: Advice
To: 'Vicky'

I was merely thinking that the Prince is from a foriegn culture and religion compared to yours. Or is dear Trevor insisting you convert? I do hope not.

Ensui . . . seems to be as non-linear as ever. Perhaps that mental damage impacted his overall sanity. He seemed rather fond of those pocket lighter things.

Either way, you can, of course, always consult with me about your concerns. Despite our little disagreement, I am your elder and experienced in the paradigm of Dexian politics. One must consider all the factors in a major life choice, after all. You could also try Cadmus Penthian, if you want an old fashioned Dexian view on things, though I warn you he might - look oddly upon your habitual choice of attire.

- Iglesias


Subject: Hey, Vicky?
To: 'My knight' [12nightjars@comity.u]
From: 'Thy bard' [t.evanheart@dexnet]

Just got an e-mail from someone called 'j.iglesias' using some freebie mail service in the Mainland. It seems to be Yon talking about the concerns of - bah. It's the usual. He slaughtered the spelling of Lord Kougaiji's name.

I'm escaping from my mound of paperwork via dumping it on Peer Aragain, since it's mostly his stuff anyways. Want me to bring you some tea and pastries from the corner cafe? Or should it be tea, pastries, and a damp towel due to pastel dust covered small kids?


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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-05 04:54 pm (UTC)

Re: Eee :D

Subject: Re: Advice
To: 'Iglesias'
From: 'Vicky'

Good heavens no; Trevor's not pressuring me into anything. it's just...well, did you know that Dexian faith and the main faith of the Fey (or Yousei if you're more used to Midorianian-Japanese words) are very close to one another?

Lord Light and Lady Darkness are a lot like Himself and Herself, the King of Day and Queen of Night, or Lord and Lady of Day and Night by some translations.

So talking to Prince Gregory is much like talking to a priest of Himself.

Ensui isn't really non-linear - the non-linearity (I don't think that's a word) of that remark is my fault I was talking to him about Lothmarr because he and Will got some books from there one time and he says the moskquitoes there are huge, and that he found out the hard way that moskquitoes are attracted to bananas and people who have eaten said bananas! However, the oil in citrus skins keeps them away, so eat lots of oranges! :)

He also says Lothmarrian coffee is really bad.

The pocket lighters are more for fidgeting than anything. Ensui doesn't ever sit still. He's like a cat. If he had a tail the tip of it would be moving all the time.

And pocket lighters come in handy when there are lots of candles to light.

I will see if Peer Cadmus isn't too busy, and talk to him. I know he thinks I dress all funny but he says I have good manners and am an 'unusual and somewhat ecsentric but bright young lady' which is very kind of him. Maybe I can see him on a break, and invite him to tea?

In closing - well, then, Mr. elder of mine, have you any advice for me? :) I don't have any concerns really!

yrs. trly.


Subject: Eee!
To: 'My Bard'
From: 'Thy Knight'

Eeeee I was hoping to hear from you. You made my day!

Yon is e-mailing me a lot too. He is whining because Will and Kage won't write to him (he has the unmittigated nerve to call them delusional about having another self) and he went explody when I said we'd traded daggers. He immeddiately decided we were trying to get married and suggested that I talk to an elder - namely him - about it.

He's such a prat.

Anyhow, enough about prissy dukes who dress like tea cosies - tea and pastries would be wonderful. And so would a few damp towels in f




Sorry, Boris the Littler and Co.'s cat got on my keyboard.

I made some cinnamon bread and brought enough for a snack for everyone, too, so we can sort of make a small tea party of it.

Love you!


P.S. Ensui asked me to say hello. I gave him your e-mail address, and he asked me to tell you that he is planning to send Yon some pictures of geese. :D
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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-05 07:33 pm (UTC)

Re: Eee :D

Subject: Re. Re. Advice
To: 'Vicky'
From: 'Iglesias'

I shall . . . endevor to remember your advice regarding oranges.

I think you should be very careful, Miss Greene. Your irreverance shall hurt you someday.



Subject: Re. Eee!
To: 'My Knight'
From: 'Thy Bard'

Small tea party it shall be. (Slightly literal, considering the height of the Luciende children.)

I shall come bearing damp towels anon. There's these marizapan sort of pastries that I think I'm addicted too. Do you think we could make them on our own?

- Trevor
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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-05 07:54 pm (UTC)

Re: Eee :D

Subject:All right, enough.
To: 'Yon'
From: 'Vicky'

I suppose you'd like to be the one who makes sure my ireverrence does hurt me.

Well, seeing as you're stuck in Lothmarr, and you haven't an Elizabeth any longer, you're very out of luck.

I am not afraid of the likes of you.

Further more, if you keep being a rude nonceso nasty I shall stop corressponding with you and you'll not be privvy to any more information on Kage or Will until someone else is nice enough to talk to you.

'Be carefull' yourself.


P.S. The fledgelings in the dining room of the Lunt house have learnt to fly. I fed them yesterday.

Will and Kage, like birds, thrive in freedom.


Subject: Tea, and thee!
To: 'My Bard'
From: 'Thy (Squeaky) Knight'

Hee. That's so. Well, we can eshew the table and spread a blanket under the big tree in the churchyard, and make it a picnick tea party? That way the Luciende brothers five won't have to worry about reaching the table-top.

Or about cats on the table.

Eee, marzipan. I think we could make those if we tried. Marzipan is almonds and confecktioner's sugar mostly, and I bet I can find a recipie book someplace. Maybe I can ask Ensui to look? He found a Midorianian cook-book and he's threatening to make us sushi if he can find the norri - norree - that kind of seaweed on the outside of the rolled kind...

I hate to cut this short, but there is a Johnathen the Littler requesting my help in getting the clay off his hands. I think his pot went awrry.

Love you.

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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-05 07:57 pm (UTC)

Re: Eee :D

Subject: Re. Eee!
To: 'My Wing'd Knight'
From: 'Thy Inkstained Bard'

Please tell me you aren't teaching them how to throw pots with a wheel? I can imagine the destruction that could cause.

Blanket, check. Towels, check. Pastries in a bit.


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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-05 08:14 pm (UTC)

Re: Eee :D

Subject: Pots!
To: 'My Luminesscent Bard'
From: 'Your Feathery Knight'

Ack! Not the wheel, not yet. They're too little to reach the kick-wheel at the bottom. Boris tried though?

It ended with him waving his feet at it for a bit and then jumping down to come make pinch-pots.

Pinch pots are easy: get a handful of clay, wedge it to get the air out, roll it into a ball, put your thumb into it, and sort of mush it into a pot shape. They're good for starting herbs in.

I made an army of cups for the trea-shop Will likes, too! They liked the mug I shoulder them - especially when the door slammed and I dropped it and it didn't break. :D

So I've got another sort of job-ish pastime!

I'll try not to get you clay-y when I hug you, o bringer of pastry.


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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-05 08:29 pm (UTC)

Re: Eee :D

Subject: WHAT?
To: 'Vicky'
From: 'Iglesias'


WHY ARE THERE PHOTOS OF GEESE? It claims it's from me! But I didn't send it!

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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-05 08:40 pm (UTC)

Re: Eee :D

Subject: I don't know--
To: Yon and Geese
From: Vicky

I really don't know

I think maybe someone might have signed into your e-mail as you, sent you that e-mail - it can happen if you tell others your pass-word, or if your pass-word is easy to guess.

Who knows you the best? They're the most likely to have guessed, or signed in.

...Hee hee hee hee well at least it was a cheery e-mail!

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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-05 08:46 pm (UTC)

Re: Eee :D

Subject: HAR
To: 'yonnie!'
From: 'ensui'

heard about the avian infestation of your email.

just writing to send condolances.

perhaps the birds are mad that you offended their fearless leader?

in case you didn't get the hidden message, quit pestering vicky.



p.s. no, i did not goosify your mail, before you go accusing me. i have better things to do. like go get crepes.

and for your perusal, eher is a picture. this is the redecorated lunt house dining room, and a visitor.

[attachment:image "vickysilvrams_2.jpg"]
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[User Picture]From: white_aster
2005-06-04 04:50 pm (UTC)
Hee. Neato AU. And of course, Yon would have "free" net, the cheap bastard. And Williams apologizing to the computer! <3
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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-04 04:54 pm (UTC)
Ensui says: "The problem with those free e-mail servers is they're easy to cra--I mean...they often don't have good spam protection, so I can sign him up for all kinds of pr0n and send him pictures of Silvrams and geese and heeee can't do aaaanything. Mwa ha ha."
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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-04 05:16 pm (UTC)
*snerk* Will so would.
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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-04 04:50 pm (UTC)
Subject:where there's a will, there's a 'whee!'
To: 'will' [w.evanheart@dexnet]
From: 'jigen bakudan' [hou.ensui@houtou.mobile]


of course i remember you! - and the tea and cookies but mostly the conversation and the fact that you didn't go 'oh there's a nut' and go get nii and his butterfly net.

i should thank you again for the lack of noise thing. you know what i mean.

's funny but even writing to you i think i can hear it getting to be less noiselike and more...quiet? maybe it's all in my head.

that's the problem. all in my head. like, it's ALL in my head. like a nest of fizzing radios has migrated into my cortex. aiiieee. too much noize in me brainz.

it's stupid hot here too. so humid. so armpit-like. the lab smells like feet because - oh surprise! - the primary ventilation fan screamed and died and niiiiiiiiiiiiii won't let me get into it to fix it. he says it's not good for me to be wanderin' too much. dfhjgdfgjdfhhg what is he smoking!!!??? how does one wander in a stupid crawlspace full of cables and wires that one can barely squeeze one's narrow butt into?

i hate those stupid crawlspaces and those stupid stupid wires but if i'm the only one who goes in the stupid things then may i ask you who else is gonna fix the fan?

niiIIiIIiii still says i haven't been the same since the accident. maybe he's right. i didn't think he was right but i'm starting to think he's right. it's like

like something is missing in my head and something else got added into my head when i hit my head

static and whispers like a fuse burning toward a firecracker

i remember fire

nobody knows what exactly happened. wasn't anyone's fault. everything melted. got slagged. i'm lucky i wasn't burned worse but i don't burn - well i burn but i heal so fast from those burns.

it's like nothing happened

like i'd never touched anything

just burnt spots on the wall.

i don't remmeber what happened

only fire and then

this. and static

fizz fizz fizz

i don't really want to write about this. i don't want to scare you

i don't want you do have to leave like zakuro because i'm too deranged, demented and defunct.

i'm supposed to be getting better, not worse, but every day i'm more of a gong show.

i'm whining at you, sorry.

i really miss you.

thinking of cookies and of ye,

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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-04 05:15 pm (UTC)
Subject: Re. where there's a will, there's a 'whee!'
To: 'Ensui-san'
From: 'will'

I . . . I'm not going to leave. I promise. Could you - I don't know, leave the lab and get some lunch from the kitchens and something cold to drink and enjoy some fresh air?

There's talk about sending another group of Dexian ambassadors to Houtou, and I'll try to get included in the group. I think Lord Kougaiji liked having me there, so he might be - um - he might remember me. Maybe. I don't know.

I'm glad I helped a bit with the noise. It was . . . it was really nice talking with you. You - understood me, and you were nice to talk to. I'm not just being polite. I really mean that - I enjoyed talking with you. And having tea and cookies.

Tr My brother is doing okay. He's moved back the Evanheart house in the City. He wrote me to say that it's really humid down there, and it's started raining about every week.

- Williams
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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-04 05:44 pm (UTC)
Subject: Re. where there's a will, there's a 'whee!'
To: 'will'
From: 'el sparkidor'

that sounds good. the cold drink and all. huang-san actually gave me a pass to spend time in the greenhouse. it's more humid in there but shady under the trees.

trees kind of change the static sound to a leaf sound. ...or maybe i don't hear the static for the leaves?

kougaiji-sama does remember you. so does doku-san. he isn't good with names but he remembers you as 'the bright guy with black hair, the one who got my name right on the first try'. now, who else is that gonna be? hee.

and i really liked talking to you too. the understanding thing...

's a funny word. under standing. under. standing. standing under? like a flying buttress? oh great here we go - that word has 'butt' in it and i can't get my brain off that fact.

buttresses go outside though not in


no...outside too.


doric columns!

my brain needs a buttress, i think my walls are too thin.

i wonder if zakuro feels like this? getting everybody's...he hears everybody and i feel too much now. gyoki the jade bi her ladyship gyokumen-sama visits me and all i feel is

is like

claws and teeth and silk thread like

not like you feel byt thread

not a yukata


single thread like garrotes

like wires

wires are between me and everything else i think

too many, like when you plug too many things into one circuit and fuses blow and you have to go crawling down under the server hosts in those stupid crawl spaces where all the cat5 is having and ORGY and has made a NEST to replace fuses and hit the circuit breaker reset button.

...maybe after the accithing someone poked my reset button.

that might explain my data loss?

i fixed the fan. i wasn't supposed to.

got zapped. i'm fine though. it - i grounded out. i'm a lightning rod! but it was weird.

you know how i don't

how the burns don't

i heal fast. three hours after the ZISH and huang dragging me to her office for lvender compresses it wasn't a bad burn it was just like a sunburn and then

well, now it's gone.

it shouldn't be gone

i always healed fast from burns but now i'm starting to sort of see how other people see or i think i seewhat they see and

will, i think i am a giant freak.

but i'm glad you won't go even if i am a big freak.

i consider you one of my best friends and i'd do anything i could for you. anything you needed. like with kougaiji-sama.

i swore i'd be loyal to him and not her

mwah. i'm getting sleepy again. stupid meds.

gonna go crash a bit.

i'm glad trevor's good.

it's raining here now. storming.

gonna go see the lightning. then crash.

the storm cloud thunders

- da

- da

- da

gotta shut down or my compy might go zish.

peace and scones,

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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-04 06:10 pm (UTC)
Subject: Re. where there's a will, there's a 'whee!'
To: 'friend'
From: 'will'

Which medicine is this?

Listen, Ensui, I think I'll be back to Houtou in at the most a year and a bit. If - if I can get back sooner, or - or - if it takes that long, where could I find you?

I'm . . . we're interested in seeing you again. It sounds like the noise is worse for you. Can you - can you try to avoid Nii for a while?

I swear if I'm back in Houtou, I'll try to - try to tell . . . you know what is wrong with w me. I don't care what the price is but - but you don't deserve to have that noise. And we deserve to - to - have something else.

Maybe Nii will leave you alone if - I should go, the Duke is coming back.

- Will
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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-05 03:40 pm (UTC)
Subject: dukie.
To: 'w'
From: 'tomodachi'


in. cog. knee. toe.

i'm one microscopic cog in a catastrophic plan

can't blame me for conversing cog to cog.

both of us are getting used and it's unjust the ones who enslave us will know soon the depth of their sins when the burning of their desire and the burning of their lust and the

burning burning burning

everything is burning down

how's your toes?

i miss you.

i miss you i miss you i miss you and not just because it's loud. not just because you make it all stop and you make the whispering stop and you make it make sense

i'm in the labs almost all the time


she gyokum her ladyship the beloved gyokumen koushu says i can go outside soon.

weinthispalaceareallbutsparksprojections oftheperpetualflameofherbenevolenceandpower



the duke is coming back.

the duke is always coming early.

coming where he's not wanted

i hate him.

i hate liz too. she stinks of blood.

i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them

i feel sick

gonna go lie down

got a fever - all this blood pounding in my head is all i can hear

and the whispers

someday i will take the light of justice into my hands and bur to ash the ones who are wound they who are precious to me. i will laugh as their souls extinguish and their carnal bodies are rendered to nothing but white ash

we'll be free then

free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free free

free free free free



even the word makes me happy

so do you

burning again,

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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-05 04:21 pm (UTC)
Subject: Be carefull
To: 'Ensui'
From: 'will'

i'm going to try to contact nii and see if i . . . dammit, kage says that wouldn't work. you're not 'sui. you're ensui.

the toes are - much the same, really. kage's left ones won't curl, the duke gets pissy the duke is my friend.

the duke's talking about travelling up to houtou and getting there in winter. kage says this is a very very stupid idea, especially if you take the climate into account. The snow'd be everywhere. i don't see why he keeps insisting about reminding us. it's not like we forget overnight or something. i think he's just mad that his plans with trevor aren't working and i'm doing everything i can to stop him. thewinewasred

... sorry. just - kage's sleeping and i should be sleeping.

free sounds really good.



Subject: Returned mail 'Query about medical concern'
To: 'williams evanheart' [w.evanheart@dexnet]
From: 'Mailer Daemon' [mailerdaemon@houtou]


Message is duplicated below.


Subject: Query about medical concern
To: 'Dr. Nii' [nii.yionji@houtou.mobile]
From: 'williams evanheart' [w.evanheart@dexnet]

I am writing to inquire if it would be possible for a secretary of the Dexian ambassador to have a meeting with you concerning a minor mental health concern.

My apologies if you are too busy, but I was informed you were rather skilled in the field.

Williams Evanheart
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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-05 04:35 pm (UTC)
Subject: niiiiii
To: 'w'
From: 'e'


i just

it's like it all slips through my fingers or something or my mind.

it slips though my neurons hasn't got the same ring to it

if you wanna bug niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii he is [nii.jianyi@houtou] or [otherrabbit@houtou] - the bunny of a different colour is his secret ninjamail.

he only gave it to friends

i thought i was his friend

but i think he's doing something wrong

i think he's not really trying

i don't think


he hurts my head


i don't know what he is

that's the whole point

the m ore i thi n k of it the mo re i re alise i don't know what he is at all

dammit something's up with my gift and i shorted out my ke y boa rd

no wonder i get called sparky

if he keeps talking about snow i'll kill him

i'll kill him and i'll

i'll find some way to keep you from dying

i'll kill him







burning burning burning burning burning



i am


i don't think i know what i am anymore

i am afraid

i sawi dreamed of the crawlspaces again and then nii told me relax 'sui and i saw


i thought i saw

there are wires in my head and i saw him move the wires around in my head when he came inside my head to rewire me and i thought

i thought

what if that's all i am is wires and nothing more


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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-05 05:08 pm (UTC)
Subject: Query about medical concern
To: 'Dr. Nii' [nii.jianyi@houtou]
From: 'Williams Evanheart' [w.evanheart@dexnet]

I am writing to inquire if it would be possible for a secretary of the Dexian ambassador to have a meeting with you concerning a minor mental health issue. I would be interested if the medical skills of your country might be able to assist me.

My apologies if you are too busy, but I was informed you were rather skilled in the field.

Williams Evanheart


Subject: it's raining here
To: 'e'
From: 'w'

We I wrote to Nii asking if I could speak with him.

You are not wires. You are not a lab rat. Or an experiment. Or just a weapon to be weilded by Lady Gyokumen.

I think Nii's hurting your mind, and if he is, I will hurt him. I could tell him a story. I know a lot of them. Everyone who's tried to help my other self has either gotten hurt for it, or left. I don't know what happened to Mag. I could tell Nii exactly what happened on January the thirteenth.

I could tell him what it's like for a friend to hurt someone else.

it's not fire, but it'll do. everything i know about the mind i learned from the duke, and he's a strict teacher.
We could bring his shields down to dust.

When I get to Houtou, I'll try to find you at the labs. Snow or no snow, Nii or no Nii.

i think i love you too

- Will
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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-05 06:00 pm (UTC)
Subject: Re: Query
To: 'Williams'
From: 'Nii'

Seeing as we're experiencing some project slowdown due to one of our esteemed colleagues being temporarily out of commission - I'd be happy to meet with you, Williams-san.

At the risk of seeming rude - would this be with or without your employer? His grammatical liberties rather distract me from the matter at hand in favour of snickering immaturely.



Subject: summer storms at last-
To: 'w'
From: 'e'

it's lightninginginginginging


that makes me feel

i dunno


thank you. i needed to hear that i'm not only wires only a cog only a pawn only a weapon only a minor solenoid in a much much much bigger circuit threatening to burn out the worldwhat you told me

i won't go away.

i will not go away

and if yon thinks he can hurt me i'll hurt back.

if he touches either ofyou

i will touch him right back.

same goes for that

what did vicky call her

i think it was 'scag'.

stupid bitchass liz.

not a nice word but liz is not a kind and virtuous woman.

i'm gonna say what you can't. you can say what i can't. if one of us can't say it the other can. we'll make up for one anothers' weaknesses until we're all threeof us whole

yon is not your friend. you aren't fine. you're not happy.

and know what?

you have every right not to be.

it'll get better

you'll actually be fine and happy when i am finished with those damned gesuyarou

it'll get better i swear

i'll make it better i promise the duke is not a teacher he is a criminal

the penalty for his manner of crime in tenjiku is DEATH


he told me i need to learn to protect what matters because if i do not protect what i love someone will come along and take it away some murderer conqueror worm will destroy it


i can hear him in my head

will kage i think he's sad

you matter more than anything to me.

tell me if they hurt you

you'll defend me and i owe you for that

i'll be your samurai if you're mine

if i must i will kill him. i will kill them both.

i will burn them both.

nothing left but memory and ashes and both fade.

take care. miss you.

i'll wait for you. if i'm not there - i'll come back.

i will not leave.

< 3,


p.s. what happened with mag was not your fault

it was yon's.

always remember he is the criminal, not you, and he will burn for his sins
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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-05 07:52 pm (UTC)
Subject: Re: Query
To: 'Dr. Nii'
From: 'Williams'

I will be alone.

I have not consulted with my employer about this matter. He believes his mistress can aid me, but I find that she has done little to help.

- Williams


Subject: thank you
To: 'ensui'
From: 'will'

what is this conspiracy you think you're part of? is she telling you to burn something?

nii is . . . sad? i wonder why. maybe he . . . maybe he knows that you're not happy and . . . .

This is important, Ensui. I need to know if Nii seems uncomfortable or too comfortable around certain people. Especially someone who out ranks him. It could be important. If he was your friend, and now - is - if someone is threatening him, it would be good to know who might be the suspects. It's probably just paranoia -

Thank you for the . . . thank you for promising to protect me. it . . . i owe you. don't worry about me getting hurt though. i'm not going to die on you. not if i can help it.

- will
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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-05 08:05 pm (UTC)
Subject: Re: Query
To: 'Williams'
From: 'Nii'

Yonathen's mistress may claim she is a 'healer' but to be a healer one must first have more interest in mending than damaging.

She is as much a healer as a child is an aged sage.

I was going to request that she not come, as 'Sui claims she smells of blood, and it disturbs him

I look forward to speaking with you.



Subject: any time
To: 'w'
From: 'e'

i don't know

gyo dammit dammit dammitdammit

lady gyokumen values loyalty and power above all else and i think

she wants kougaiji-sama to be more like me like yon wants trevor to be more like you

nii is

he is afraid of zakuro.

he smarms at doku a lot. doku is much bigger than he and nii doesn't like bigger stronger people

kougaiji-sama he is plain rude to

i want to punch him every time he makes that stupid bunny toy squeak at kougaiji-sama

he's shagging gyokumenher ladyship gyokumen koushu

they're both lonely

i don't know if he's threatened.

i keep my promises. no matter what, i will keep this one. i'm not a liar. not a liar like yon. liars' words are the straws on their pyre and i'm the spark

in a week i can go outside.

there's a town

yuuja i think

there's dissent there and she wants it silenced

she wants me to silence it

she wants

she wants she wants she wants she wants she wants she wants she wants she wants she wants she wants she wants she wants she wants

she wants him

life is a fickle crapshoot. neither of us deserve this.

remember that.

yon's days are numbered. mark my words. his final countdown has begun.

yours sin lo

yours t


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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-05 08:13 pm (UTC)
Subject: I shall see you when we arrive. (n/t)
To: 'Dr. Nii'
From: 'Williams'

He thinks he smells blood because he does.


Subject: be carefull
To: 'ensui'
From: 'will'

i love you.

yuuja. we might meet in yuuja.
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[User Picture]From: yukie1013
2005-06-05 08:25 pm (UTC)
Subject: Meeting
To: 'Williams'
From: 'Dr. Nii'

I'll try to ensure that 'Sui is present for your visit. You seem to be a comfort to him, and far be it for me to deny a patient his joy.


P.S. i was deathly afraid of that. truth be told i smelt it as well. the bloodsoaked know their own and i am one

I'll pass that on to 'Sui. I was worried he was having olfactory hallucinations


Subject: yuuja
To: 'w'
From: 'e'

or just outside it?

it might be dangerous to be right in there

accidents happen

outside it by the gates?

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[User Picture]From: corvid
2005-06-05 08:36 pm (UTC)
Subject: Re. Meeting
To: 'Dr. Nii'
From: 'Williams'

It would be nice to see him again. I hope he is in better health.

P.S. it is your own f I see.


Subject: Outside.
To: 'e'
From: 'w'

Sure. Look for a short guy all bundled up with an overly cheerfull scarf. I'm not sure where the Duke will be. Or if our paths will intersect. I hope they will.

if need be, i'll do what it takes to prevent an accident. don't hurt me too much for it.

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